I know it was God’s will for me to leave my former church! I couldn’t see all of the details, but I just knew…About a month ago all Hell broke loose at that church and a lot of people got hurt. I feel horrible that I could not have done more than I did to help them and to encourage them, they are in God’s hands.
I am so misreable! I really hate not being able to do what I love doing full time. I really have a passion for students and for ministry, but I feel like I am working just to pay the bills, not to make a difference! Ah…if I could only see into the future. I really felt like God led me to the church where I am a volunteer leader, but why then am I misreable? I guess I can only have confidence that in this situation he has already seen the future for me and is simply guiding me towards the plans that he has for me!