If I die before I wake, my life will be complete.
I finally got to be a part of the world famous PHAT Camp last week. PHAT Camp was founded by Shane Padgett and Joshua Glymph; and I must say, both are tremendous leaders. That is evident both in the execution of their vision and through the leaders who serve beside them.
I have to admit that I was nervous leading up to the camp because Shane was sharing with me the legacy of PHAT and how God has brought so many godly young people and now leaders through the camp. I felt fortunate that I had the entire week before camp to prepare for the 5 messages I would be sharing with the students every night during the worship service. I ended up taking around 7-8 total messages just in case the Holy Spirit led in a different direction.
He did.
I ended up only using one of my pre-prepared messages and that was the one I felt missed the spot, but I didn’t feel at liberty to share anything different, so I trust that the Holy Spirit used what I felt was a fumble for his purposes. The Holy Spirit showed up powerfully on Tuesday night, it is a really long story, but with less than an hour to prepare for that night’s service, I felt he laid around four verses on my heart with no time to prepare any notes or thoughts, just Scripture and the impression that a lot of students are not fully surrendering their hearts and lives to Jesus because they’ve surrendered their hearts to sexual immorality. I’m not sure what the Holy Spirit had me say, I really couldn’t replicate it, but I know around 20 students chose life that night by placing their faith in Jesus and about half the rest of the students sought a leader out to repent and pray for whatever it was they were surrendering their hearts to outside of Jesus. I remember praying with one guy who just buried his head in my chest and wept. What I found just as amazing was to step back into the chapel to find the remaining students heads bowed praying for their fellow students who were seeking Jesus; and they stayed praying for a while.
I’ve seen emotional spiritual highs in youth services/camps/retreats before and from my experience, I don’t think this was emotional for most of the students, I believe the Holy Spirit genuinely spoke to them and drew them to himself. There was nothing I could have said or done that night to work in those students lives, how do you talk about sex and 20ish students get saved? That’s God. Tuesday night once the chapel lights were turned out and everything shifted back down the hill to the camp, I couldn’t help but to feel overwhelmingly unworthy to have even stood on that stage that night. For the rest of the week I truly feared standing in the way of what the Holy Spirit wanted to do in the rest of camp. It is truly a sobering reality to know how powerful the Holy Spirit is and how feeble I (mankind) is, what a huge responsibility it is to stand before God’s people to preach HIS Word with such sinful lips and a wicked heart. Tuesday night brought a whole new perspective to my life when it comes to being accountable to preaching the Gospel.
It was a huge honor to be with not only the students at the camp but the leaders as well. It is a joyful thing to be around so many gospel-centered leaders. I have always been challenged to be more passionate in my relationship with Jesus and to love him more when I am around guys like Will Clark, Drew Hall, Shane Padgett and Hank Murphy. I really love those guys and appreciate their heart’s for Jesus. It was great to meet so many great new people as well, people I can’t wait to stay connected with and watch Jesus use in tremendous ways. It was also a huge honor to serve Jesus beside Hank Murphy and his band. Truly anointed.
I walked away from camp excited about our future as a global Church. God continues to show me that we have a passionate generation of students who are going to transform this world through the transforming message of the gospel. I’ve seen it in other student ministries recently as well, and week 2 of PHAT Camp has continued to persuade me! The students of Grace and Greenbrier are special and God is going to use those who surrender their heart to living their life for the glory of God for some amazing things.
Will you join me in praying for these students as they settle back into normal, everyday life that they would continue to remember that transformation is a process and to keep pressing forward despite the circumstances in life they will face in the days, months and years to come?
Nick, it was great to get to serve with you. Your humility and willingness to serve outshine your oratory skills, which is in no way a knock on you, since each message that I got to hear made it clearly evident to me that a great deal of preparation and prayer had gone into the week. I hope that we get to serve together more in the future. I think it is also appropriate to say that New Passion is blessed to have a guy like you as their pastor. I’ve done lots of camps in my life, and have seen lots of great speakers and pastors. One of the most salient images in my mind from this past week is of you holding a push broom. It seemed to me that every time there was something to be cleaned, you were on top of it. Lot’s of times in my experience, the role of camp pastor/speaker is one that comes with a certain level of arrogance. I couldn’t help but be reminded of Jesus taking the role of the lowest servant and washing His disciples feet when I saw how eager you were to do anything that was needed. That’s what ministry ought to look like. Thanks for challenging and encouraging a group of students as well as myself.
Thanks bro! I appreciate your kind words.